May 31, 1985
My dearest Soulmate,
Today I want to give to you.
I suppose because I’m uncomfortable
with the expectations of receiving
I’ve felt around this time of year before
my birthday. I decided to love
you physically by giving you
this wonderful book from a man
who wrote this so long ago*. I wish
I could have known him but
I’m a wisher all together, aren’t I?
I have dreams…
*seems like yesterday some of
those words ring so clear